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Thursday, October 22, 2015

9:55PM - Rock/Metal Albums I Got In 2015

Battle Beast - Unholy Savior

Napalm Death - Apex Predator – Easy Meat

Papa Roach - F.E.A.R

Periphery - Juggernaut: Alpha/Juggernaut: Omega

Blind Guardian - Beyond the Red Mirror

Ensiferum - One Man Army

All That Remains - The Order of Things

Of Mice & Men - Restoring Force: Full Circle

While She Sleeps - Brainwashed

Korpiklaani - Noita

Coal Chamber - Rivals

Luca Turilli's Rhapsody - Prometheus, Symphonia Ignis Divinus

Cradle of Filth - Hammer of the Witches

Powerwolf - Blessed & Possessed

Unleash the Archers - Time Stands Still

Ironsword - None but the Brave

To/Die/For - Cult

Milking the Goatmachine - Goatgrind

Being As An Ocean - Being as an Ocean

Lindemann - Skills in Pills

Ruthless - They Rise

StormHammer - Echoes of a Lost Paradise

Hammer King - Kingdom of the Hammer King

Alesana - Confessions

All Time Low - Future Hearts (Deluxe Edition)

Amor's Arrows - Power of The True Endless Love

As It Is - Never Happy, Ever After

Blackwelder - Survival of The Fittest

Broadway - Contexture: Gods, Men, & The Infinite Cosmos

Civil War - Gods & Generals

Dance Gavin Dance - Instant Gratification

Dethlehem - Destroyers of the Realm

Emery - You Were Never Alone

Enter Shikari - The Mindsweep

Eskimo Callboy - Crystals

Fall Out Boy - American Beauty / American Psycho

Falling in Reverse - Just Like You (Deluxe Edition)

From First to Last - Dead Trees

Fronzilla - Party People's Anthem

GrooVenoM - Pink Lion

Hinder - When The Smoke Clears

Hollywood Undead - Day of The Dead

I Am King - Solidarity

In Hearts Wake - Skydancer

It Prevails - Perdition

Jonny X Kyle X Midnite - The Blueprint For Going In Circles

Oceans Ate Alaska - Lost Isles

Palisades - Mind Games

The Persuaded - Broken & Reborn

Royal Quest - The Tale of Man

Seasons Change - Please Don't Leave

Shattered Sun - Hope Within Hatred

Silverstein - I Am Alive In Everything I Touch

Sleater-Kinney - No Cities To Love

Sleeping with Sirens - Madness (Deluxe Edition)

Stormhold - Battle of the Royal Halls

The Story So Far - The Story So Far

Tear Out the Heart- Dead, Everywhere

Thorbjorn Englund - From the Wilderness

Too Close To Touch - Never Endings

Visigoth - The Revenant King

10 Years - From Birth To Burial

Miss May I - Deathless

Bullet for My Valentine - Venom

Soulfly - Archangel

The Devil Wears Prada - Space

Soilwork - The Ride Majestic

Five Finger Death Punch - Got Your Six

Iron Maiden - The Book of Souls

Bring Me the Horizon - That's the Spirit

Slayer - Repentless

Atreyu - Long Live

The Black Dahlia Murder - Abysmal

Parkway Drive - Ire

Children of Bodom - I Worship Chaos

Sevendust - Kill the Flaw

Trivium - Silence in the Snow

Thy Art Is Murder - Holy War

August Burns Red - Found in Far Away Places

Saturday, December 21, 2013

10:53AM - OTP has been OFFICIALLY REUNITED

Current mood: giddy

Sunday, December 8, 2013

11:16AM - True Love

Saturday, May 11, 2013

3:21PM - Work Rant #1

This guy at work is constantly giving me a hard time no matter what I am doing. I could be sitting there working with my headphones on and he says, your going to go deaf with your music so loud. I can hear that from here. I am like how, you have the computer speakers blasting 2 where I can't hear my music, so I turn it up. Then I have a conversation with our other co-worker and then he attacks me and says that I talk 2 much. EXCUSE ME, I am having a conversation that has nothing 2 do with you. Then on top of that, he bullies me/teases me about our co-worker having a crush/a thing for me. He doesn't stop. It's so fucking annoying. I feel like I have to walk on eggs shells when I am around him. I am starting to think that he likes hearing himself talk. Then he thinks he knows everything because he said he could have replaced my alternator on my car with no problem. I'm like how, it happened int the middle of the night when everything was closed. I had it towed to a garage. He's like your boyfriend couldn't replace it or put it in. I'm like no, he doesn't know how to do it. I was already feeling shitty and yet he had to open his mouth and put him in a bad mood. I wasn't even supposed work on Thursday night but because my car broke down on Wednesday night, I switched days off.

Current mood: annoyed

3:13PM - Music Meme

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from. (Yeah, I just tagged the first 10 people who came to mind)

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
"Chrishan - Shut The Fuck Up (Feat. Try Bishop)"

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"The Band Perry - Back To Me Without You"

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Bad Religion - True North"

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Mindless Behavior - Used To Be"

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Korn - Let's Do This Now"

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Tech N9ne - Love Me Tomorrow (Feat. Big Scoob)"

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"Manowar - Battle Hymns"

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Evans Blue - My Damsel: A Confession To An Adversary"

9. WHAT IS 2+2?
"Testament - P.C."

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"Lloyd - TK Call 2 Sophia s Man"

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Future - Future Speaks"

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Jeremy Soule - Into Darkness"

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Insane Clown Posse - Halloween On Military Street"

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Korn - Hypocrites"

15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Eluveitie - Setlon"

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Sekshun 8 - Man of Sorrow"

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Travis Barker - Can a Drummer Get Some (feat. Lil Wayne, Rick Ross, Swizz Beatz & Game)"

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"Killswitch Engage - You Don't Bleed For Me"

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Testament - Animal Magnetism"

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Black Veil Brides - God Bless You"

21. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"¡Mayday! - R.E.M."

22. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
"Manegarm - Doden"

23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
"Sufjan Stevens - Christmas In the Room"

24. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
"Bon Jovi - Because We Can"

25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
"Die Apokalyptischen Reiter - Auferstehen Soll In Herrlichkeit"

26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
"Unleashed - Hell's Unleashed"

27. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
"Black Veil Brides - Resurrect The Sun"

28. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"Close To Home - Don't Waste Your Breath"

29. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"Municipal Waste - The Fatal Feast"

30. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"Týr - Victory"

31. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"Gerard K. Marino - Ashen Spire"

Current mood: hungry

Saturday, February 16, 2013

9:37AM - Hell & Back

It seems like I have been digging myself out of this hole for a long ass time. Every time I think I am going to reach the top, more dirt keeps falling on me and into the hole. I have never felt so depressed as I do right now. I HATE living Boston with so much passion its not even funny. I am going out of my mind. I am miserable, lonely, lost, sad, and everything else that goes with depression. I miss my friends, I don't have my dogs, and I don't have my own space to relax and watch TV. Plus I don't have my family either. My mom moved out to California, my brother lives with my Uncle who put us in this mess, my dad lives in Milford with his GF, his GF's daughter and my sister. He couldn't take me because there was no room. So I left everything I owned and loved to move out here in Boston. My travel to work sucks. It takes me an hour to get to work at night but like an hour and 45 minutes to get home in the morning from work. That's like 2 and half hours of driving each day not to mention that I got through a half of tank of gas. I fill up my tank at night and in the morning when I get it's already down to a half a tank of gas. I spend 20-23 dollars a day filling up a half of tank of gas. I make no money at all. I bust my ass for what 14.00 and hour and I have nothing to show for it. I haven't been able to work out in like 6 days. That sucks and its putting me into a bad mood because it helped me deal with whats going on in my life. I just wanna move back home to Blackstone. I miss it there so much its not even funny. I lived there for 17 and half years before I forced to move. I miss the woods, the quiet neighborhoods, I miss my backyard, I miss the wildlife, and I miss walking Dunkin Donuts, Subway, and all the pizza shops. I missed being able to play xbox before work with my friends and boyfriend. I miss going out with my friends before work as well. I miss sleeping until 9 at night and leaving at 10:15. Now I sleep until 8-8:30 at night, have 2 be out of the house by 9 just to make sure I get to work on time. Worcester is like 64 miles from my house, so I am driving 128 miles five days a week. That's NOT including if I am driving somewhere else.

Current mood: melancholy

Thursday, October 18, 2012

3:49AM - Workout Mix #1

1. A Day to Remember - 2nd Sucks
2. D-Pryde - Wings Up
3. The Wanted - Glad You Came
4. Attack Attack! - Stick Stickly
5. The Wanted - All Time Low
6. Bring Me the Horizon - Diamonds Aren't Forever
7. Justin Bieber - Beauty & A Beat (Feat. Nicki Minaj)
8. Carnifex - Until I Feel Nothing
9. Abandon All Ships - Megawacko2.0
10. Killswitch Engage - Eye of The Storm
11. Brokencyde - Always Go Hard
12. Far East Movement - Live My Life (Feat. Justin Bieber)
13. Asking Alexandria - Final Episode
14. Bullet for My Valentine - Eye of the Storm
15. Amon Amarth - Pursuit of the Vikings
16.Cavalera Conspiracy - Inflikted
17. 3 Inches of Blood - Deadly Sinners
18.Amon Amarth - Valhall Awaits Me
19. 3 Inches of Blood - Look Out
20. Ensiferum - Twilight Tavern
21. Bring Me the Horizon- Crucify Me

Current mood: awake

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

5:10PM - Guardians of Asgaard

Current mood: annoyed

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

8:13PM - 30 Days of Music: Day 30

Day 01 – A favorite song
Day 02 - A song that makes you happy
Day 03 - A song that makes you sad
Day 04 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 05 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 06 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 07 - A song that you can dance to
Day 08 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 09 - A song from your favorite band
Day 10 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 11 - A song that describes you
Day 12 - A song from your favorite album
Day 13 - A song that you listen to when you're angry
Day 14 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 15 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 16 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 17 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 18 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 19 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 20 - A song from a band you hate
Day 21 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 22 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 23 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 24 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 25 - Your least favorite song
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

Day 30 - Your Favorite Song At This Time Last Year

Current mood: calm

8:02PM - 30 Days of Music: Day 29

Day 01 – A favorite song
Day 02 - A song that makes you happy
Day 03 - A song that makes you sad
Day 04 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 05 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 06 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 07 - A song that you can dance to
Day 08 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 09 - A song from your favorite band
Day 10 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 11 - A song that describes you
Day 12 - A song from your favorite album
Day 13 - A song that you listen to when you're angry
Day 14 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 15 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 16 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 17 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 18 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 19 - A song that you know all the words to
Day 20 - A song from a band you hate
Day 21 - A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 22 - A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 23 - A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 24 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 25 - Your least favorite song
Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 - A song from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

Day 29 - A Song From Your Childhood

Current mood: calm

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

6:15PM - Writer's Block: Movember is Men’s Health Awareness Month

Who is the most important man in your life?


This is a good question because most people would say their Father but I'm not really close with my dad. We don't really talk and he hates talking about things that is doing on with the family, he just hides in one room of the house and that's it. I would have to say my boyfriend and my brother. Regardless of what my sister and father say about my brother. I'm there for him no matter what. He's a positive person and turns a negative into a positive outcome. I pick my boyfriend simply because he is my rock. I don't think I would have gotten through the situations I got myself into if it wasn't for him.

Current mood: touched

4:49PM - Novacaine

Family:
A.) Basic social unit consisting of parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwelling together or not: the traditional family.
B.) A social unit consisting of one or more adults together with the children they care for: a single-parent family.

2.) The children of one person or one couple collectively: We want a large family.
3.) The spouse and children of one person: We're taking the family on vacation next week.
4.) Any group of persons closely related by blood, as parents, children, uncles, aunts, and cousins: to marry into a socially prominent family.
5.) All those persons considered as descendants of a common progenitor.

That's what a family is supposed to mean and be all about but in my case it's ANYTHING but that. My uncle called my dad today asking him for money and when dad said he didn't have any, he went and sprung oh a Realtor is coming to look at the house Wednesday which is tomorrow. How nice, thanks for the 24 hour notice.

I fucking HATE my family and this is why. This is complete and utter bullshit. How the fuck can he get away with all the shit that he has done and not have a worry in the world and just throw us out like nothing.

Just pissed and thoughtless. I just don't have any words at the moment. Just completely and utterly speechless.

Current mood: frustrated

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

7:32PM - 27 Songs About Rain

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Current mood: accomplished

Saturday, August 27, 2011

7:50AM - work is not an escape

I get picked on/teased at home and at work. there is no escaping it. no matter what I do the out come is always the same. I try and solve this problem by listening to my ipod but it never works. people I work with always have to comments and make me look stupid. granted I say things without thinking moat of the time but that meant give them the right to pick on /tease me about it. I sit there and mind my business and all of sudden Im not talking and they think something is wrong or bothering when I am just doing my work while listening to my tune. then when I talk its like you know everything. plus shut up because you don't know what your talking about. its fucking crazy. I just can't win :(

Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

8:57PM - ain't my bitch

Just got into a screaming match with my sister. of course it happens as soon as I walk through the door. She's bitching about working 2 jobs at 5 hours a day each. with a break between the 2 jobs. she went on yelling at me about not pulling my weight around the house or controlling my boyfriend from going into her room. then bitching about me not cleaning up after my dogs outside when she doesn't even go outside. plus she's telling me to move out and save money. Where does she get off thinking ahem is better than me. I cleaned the whole house on Monday without getting a nap before work. so I was up from 10:30 in the morning till like 8:30 - 9:00 the next morning with only getting a few hours sleep.

Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

6:53PM - Mouth of War

Just got into a mouth of war with my sister. She likes attacking for no given reason. Just bitching at my because I didn't clean up after the dogs in the yard. That she had 2 do it. I was planning on cleaning up the yard on Thursday but oh well. I will still clean it up. Then she was attacking me for not cleaning up the house when in fact I do. I sweep the living room and dinning room floors and then run the vaccumn over it. I also vaccumn the kitchen floor because we have a stupid carpet in there. Also my sister attacked me for not buying food well she is wrong again because I do. I buy lunch meat, bread, milk, cereal, and some frozen food. Plus I buy muffins as well. I swear my sister thinks she is better than everyone and has a high horse up her ass or something. I guess I won't sleep at all anymore. I worked crazy amount of overtime last week and was running on very little sleep but who cares about that. I worked a 12 hour shift on Monday and a 10 shift on Tuesday. big deal, I should be able to stay up. Then I was 24 hours before I got sleep today. I was up from 10:30 yesterday morning until 10:30 this morning before falling asleep. Anyways, then my sister was bitching at me because I don't clean up the dishes. Why should I clean up the dishes if I DON'T USE THEM. How does that make sense? It doesn't make sense. I'm getting blamed for all kids of shit and yet my sister is miss fucking perfect. She acts like she is better than me when clearly she is not. My whole living situation has been awful since my parents divorced. It's like everyone is for themselves instead of looking out for one another. It's fucking terrible and I hate it.


Current mood: pissed off

Friday, June 17, 2011

8:39AM - Writer's Block: Leaping from the page

Which comic book character would you like to see on the silver screen? Who would you cast to play the role?


I know that they are in production of Superman: The Man of Steel but I would like to see Superman on the silver AGAIN with another movie in production with Tom Welling as Clark Kent/Superman and Erica Durance as Lois Lane. They are the perfect pair for the job and did such a terrific job on Smallville that why not have them play it out on the big screen.



Current mood: nerdy

Monday, June 6, 2011

12:56AM - Writer's Block: Your own toy story

Did you have a favorite stuffed animal, action figure, or doll growing up? If so, what was it and what happened to it?


My favorite stuffed animal is a Tebby Bear that Anthony got me on Valentines day before we became an official couple. I love that thing and it's going on it's 8th birthday :)

Current mood: awake

Friday, June 3, 2011

9:42PM - \m/ \m/


Dear metal

thank you for being the only music genre 2 not sellout and be all commercial like the others genres. you are number in my blood for reason. plus don't ever let me down and become like all the other genres of music. I will always love you no matter what. You are and wills always be my love no matter what. thank you for being awesome and staying underground.

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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

6:22PM - DC Announces Post-"Flashpoint" Details, Relaunches All Titles

In the wake of its summer "Flashpoint" event, DC Comics will re-number its entire superhero line, debuting more than 50 first issues in September while introducing "a more modern, diverse DC Universe."

The sweeping line-wide change debuts on Aug. 31, when the pubisher releases just two comics -- the final issue of "Flashpoint," and the first issue of "Justice League," under the new creative team of Geoff Johns and Jim Lee. According to DC's Source blog, the premiere of "Justice League" will also mark the beginning of same-day digital release for all of the ongoing titles, "making DC Comics the first of the two major American publishers to release all of its superhero comic book titles digitally the same day as in print."

USA Today announced that the changes include costume redesigns for more than 50 superheroes, sprearheaded by Lee, intended "to make characters more identifiable and accessible to comic fans new and old."

"We looked at what was going on in the marketplace and felt we really want to inject new life in our characters and line," Co-Publisher Dan DiDio told the newspaper. "This was a chance to start, not at the beginning, but at a point where our characters are younger and the stories are being told for today's audience."

In a letter to retailers, DC's Senior Vice President-Sales Bob Wayne explained that the new No. 1 issues "will introduce readers to a more modern, diverse DC Universe, with some character variations in appearance, origin and age. All stories will be grounded in each character's legend -- but will relate to real world situations, interactions, tragedy and triumph."

"Some of the characters will have new origins, while others will undergo minor changes," he wrote. "Our characters are always being updated; however, this is the first time all of our characters will be presented in a new way all at once."

The image that accompanied the USA Today story also holds some clues to how sweeping the post-"Flashpoint" changes will be. It appears as if Wonder Woman's costume will remain largely the same as it's been since Lee redesigned it last year. The other characters' costumes all feature the same uniform neckline, and Superman sports a new "S" symbol across his chest.

UPDATED: The following letter was sent to retailers by Bob Wayne, SVP of Sales for DC Entertainment.

To our comics retail partners,

In the time I've worked at DC Comics, I've witnessed any number of industry defining moments. But today, I bring you what is perhaps the biggest news to date.

Many of you have heard rumors that DC Comics has been working on a big publishing initiative for later this year. This is indeed an historic time for us as, come this September, we are relaunching the entire DC Universe line of comic books with all new first issues. 52 of them to be exact.

In addition, the new #1s will introduce readers to a more modern, diverse DC Universe, with some character variations in appearance, origin and age. All stories will be grounded in each character's legend - but will relate to real world situations, interactions, tragedy and triumph.

This epic event will kick off on Wednesday, August 31st with the debut of a brand new JUSTICE LEAGUE #1, which pairs Geoff Johns and Jim Lee, together for the first time. (Yes, this is the same week as FLASHPOINT #5.)

We think our current fans will be excited by this evolution, and that it will make jumping into the story extremely accessible to first-time readers - giving them a chance to discover DC's characters and stories.

We are positioning ourselves to tell the most innovative stories with our characters to allow fans to see them from a new angle. We have taken great care in maintaining continuity where most important, but fans will see a new approach to our storytelling.

Some of the characters will have new origins, while others will undergo minor changes. Our characters are always being updated; however, this is the first time all of our characters will be presented in a new way all at once.

Dan DiDio, Bob Harras and Eddie Berganza have been working diligently to pull together some of the best creative teams in the industry. Over 50 new costumes will debut in September, many updated and designed by artist Jim Lee, ensuring that the updated images appeal to the current generation of readers.

The publication of JUSTICE LEAGUE #1 will also launch digital day-and-date for all ongoing superhero comic book titles - an industry first.

On Wednesday, June 1st, this initiative is expected to be announced in a nationwide feature article, and we're hopeful the news will be picked up by media outlets around the world. Throughout the month we'll reveal more details of our plans with articles in both the mainstream and comics press and on June 13th the Diamond catalog solicitations for all of the September titles will be released, followed by the June 29th street date of the print version of Previews.

DC Comics will support this initiative with an innovative mix of publicity, promotional efforts and retailer incentives designed to maximize your opportunity to increase your DC sales. We will discuss additional details of these incentives when we get closer to solicitation later in June.

We'll be updating you more through email as September nears. But today, I hope your share our enthusiasm for this historic news!

Sincerely,

Bob Wayne
SVP, Sales
DC Entertainment

Current mood: pissed off

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